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hmm, wondering who are my viewer/reader of my blog????

well, looked like i had made  a decision that i won’t go for any relationship until i completed my National Service (NS) reasons are, i am committed to NPCC, being a CI, and recently admitted to being  a CII, true that people say, if you became a CII, you need to juggle your time well, between, friends, unit and HQ, to me, i don’t have any BGR, so i can still juggle, haha.

actually i am still single,  available or unavailable is depend on you (girl) cause i can have time to spend with you, or i might not have the time to spend with you for the being, so pardon me, yup

Talking about relationship, i fall for someone since last year, yup, what i can say is things changed. From we message each other almost everyday, call and chat on phone, wake me up daily to go school on time. But now things changed, we seldom message, no chatting on phone already, never wake me up anymore.  What i can say is, i foolishly made a stupidly mistake during 2009 1st of march, the date, month and year i can remember correctly, marked a deep scar in my memory. i really, really, REALLY want to apologise for that, because since that day, i purposely ignored your messages, rejected your phone call, but deep down in my heart, i want to reply, i wanted to pick it up. Just that my foolishly mind control over, and i just press the button to reject your calls. I still remembered that when we are in school, the moment we saw each other, we will wave/smile to each other, or even say “hi” now no more, and i don’t get to have the chance anymore because i graduated, but you still there.

Hey, i am sorry, can we go back to the past?  i know i am being foolish, cause i can never ever turn back the time to last year anymore, but i really hope you accept it. 

You are my purely reason why i went for the Course and come back, i am back is to see you, look at you, i really hope that we can go back to the past. i don’t believe in anything called Horoscope, i just believe in what i can achieve.

I like you, i fall for you, i miss you, really