"Cow" Jie.

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Currently i have nothing to do, so i came here to blog.

On tuesday, well, at first i was looking forward to NPCC, but when the cca starts, sec 3 to sec 1 all came down and the moment they start to take their attendence, i some how feeling a bit not happy, bad mood.

Somehow, but i do not know how, most of my squadmates know something, how i wish to know how they knew it.

But during cca time, when i was all alone, i saw u, the moment i saw u, i starting to feel more happy, much more cheered up. Then i went to play "wargame" with sec 1, and tug-o-war after that with our own squad and with our CIs. It had been ages since we last time really did have our fun together as one WHOLE squad.

OMG, during the tug-o-war, my squad did something which happen the first time in our history that we break the rope of the tug-o-war, imagine how thick it is and we break it. This shows that how strong my squad is, haha.

OKay, after dismissal, started to feel unhappy again, maybe because of the Sec 3 going to take over, we passing out, and my OC. But guess what, i saw u once again, and u kind of make me feel happy back with ur facial expression of friendly, i just love it.

To be honest, is this thing called what the Ho guy (mr ho) always said, FATE???? If this is really called fate, will u be beside me all along??? Frankly, i now a changed person, changed to a anti-socialised person, only talk to a few of my friends, been working very hard on my studies, never hang out with my friends ( that gang) all these is what i changed for u, 8 months more, will i beat the odds and win?? or will i just wasting my time?? No other people have my answer, only u have it, can i know by end of 8 months?? How i wish the outcome will be a positive rather than a negative.