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When you lost “something” (referring to anything) that you treasure the most or love the most, there is no way a replacement can be made or get.

Third time in my life i treasured something so important to me, yet i still lost it.

First time, i treasured something so important, in the end, i just a replacement, or what others called it, a substitute. Know the feeling, HATE IT. Second time, i treasured another thing, in the end, gone, i hack care it, thinking that finding a replacement or substitute will be fine, but the feeling towards it isn’t the same. Third time and now i still treasuring something so much, but still i lost it. However it is the first time in my life that i went back to find the thing i lost, tried so hard, search high and low, safe and dangerous places, still unable to find it.

There is another thing i treasuring now, hoping that it will last, but it seems that when the time comes, i will eventually lose it somehow, somewhere.

Now i finally know it, treasure every moment you have with the “something” you love the most, before you loses it. Because when you lost it, there are no ways that you will be able to find it back or find a replacement or substitute that gives you the same feeling, and being a replacement or substitute sucks.

wOW, i just reached home only. Yesterday night didn’t go home,  until 7am. Discussing about some matters.

i sorted it out le. Yea.

WOW, look at the time now, it’s 3.44am

and i just reached home from town, erm, k-boxed. haha, later have things on in the morning, dead~~~~

Awww i want job ):

think i need to control my mind before my mind control me

i must let go of the event happened 2 years ago, in order to proceed

Well, I'm sick again, don’t know this is the how many countless time i sick this year ==

Just now told my mother that i am sick – fever, flu, block nose, she asked me, why recently my body immune system so bad? Last time is as strong as a cow, no matter what won’t fall sick easily. Well hope this time round can recover fast.

New CCA joined – Flag Football, hope i will like this CCA very much.

NEWS:

After this coming Friday, it will be the starts of my holidays, yeaaa. Semester 2 starts on 25 Oct 2010. That’s like 2 months holidays, woooo.

Hmmm, finally done with programming project, what’s left??

Monday (2/8/2010)

-CIS presentation

-FP test

Tuesday (3/8/2010)

NO LESSON

Wednesday (4/8/2010)

-COS test

Thursday (5/8/2010)

-Maths test @ 6-7.30pm

Friday (6/8/2010)

-FSP (walk-through)

after these will be holidays, pray hard that i not going to retaking any modules so i can enjoy my holidays. Especially CIS and FSP hope can pass.

Finished one of my presentation/report, 2-in-1. Still have programming to do, test to take, retaking modules during holidays. Everyday my teachers will ask me to focus on studies, if not i will retake modules during holidays or retain for a year. It is not what i want, i want to graduate within this three years of poly life. Still remembered what my mentor asked me

Mr Lum : “kaujie, still involve with NPCC?”

Me : “ Erm…. nope, no more, cut off le”

Mr Lum : “good to hear that, can focus on studies”

well, by right i cut off connection, yet NOW, today, i having a .38 competition, and i haven go to HTA.

i am able to put a full stop to my cadet’s life

will i able to put a full stop to my CI’s life too??

people around me, like, bernard, jun qi, jie hao, chuan sin, jia hao, Bing long sir all said the same thing, last time you fought so hard to me a CI, endure during CIBTC, and be a CI, yet now you are giving it up, worth it???

well just 7 more days to my CI life, i guess. They hope that next time when i talk to them is still as a CI. But i cannot guarantee it. Bing long sir said, no matter i still in or not, we are still friends.

Tick tock, what is that sound??

It’s the clock ticking sound. What does it mean?? It means that time is running out. AWww. Yup, time is running out for me. 1 report and presentation due tomorrow, yet i have not completed it, only half way thru. First set of programming need to be up by Monday, haven touch yet. CIS project haven touch yet, need to show teacher tomorrow. Exams coming up, not even a shit get into my brain.

Past few days, been walking back home, and it’s drizzling almost all the nights that i walked home.

Back hurt more and more. Shoulder hurt because of last Saturday during soccer time. Neck strain, got it the same timing with shoulder injury. Sick, feverish. WTH.

9 more days to my last day of service in corps.  Ending it soon.

Hmmm, changed my blog-skin once again. Saw this skin quite meaningful as it was said by Mr Tan before to CIs, “If you’re not the one, then who.” still have second part of it, but it is not written in the skin, so i shall not mention it.

The feeling of 2 years ago, came back now, what the hell!!

Wow, it’s a long time since i last update this blog.

Done with my “busy” months of my life. CIBTC, SYF. now loads on my shoulders are lessen a bit only. Still have area events, STC to go.

I am so happy that when i looked at wikipedia, it says that X-men coming out fourth series., and more movies of new mutants. X-men : First Class which is filming this year aug (if i didn’t remember wrongly) then showing on cinema next year. EXCITED!!!!! Have subs movies like X-men origins : Wolverine 2 ( YEAA!!!!) Gambit, Magneto, Swordman, and more. WOOOOOOO i can’t wait for it to be out. 2011 FASTER COME, i waiting for you.

Obsessed with x-men, thinking if one day i have mutant power same as the one wolverine has, isn’t that great. What i hope more of is the claws and healing factors. OMG!!!!!

okay, it’s pretty late now, in fact should be early

see ya.